the ben identity

hey everyone... sorry i'm too busy (too behind time in my studies) to blog. will try to blog next week. argh. i am going mad. sorry folks. tc.

hm... actually had a lot of things to blog one... then.. i kinda forgot wad i wanted to blog. hahaa..

nothing much happen(yes, again...) the last few days... but had car cs my father went batam.. so i drove like 200km in 2 days. haha. but ok i conclude that i am a dangerous driver..5 *****s!!! almost had 3 accidents in 1 day... first almost banged into a taxi which just decided to stop in front of me... then second while parking.. i was just like 2 cm away from a wall behind the lot... shall resolve not to park in front of low walls reaching up to the height of my bumper. third.. while on a turn left lane.. the van in front of me moved and seeing that there was no traffic from the right side... i also follow but... then he braked suddenly... and i almost whack him. lucky managed to stop. zzzzzzzzz

hm... remember sometime ago i was saying i seem to fatigued easily? yea. now... i always feel a lack of sleep even if i sleep 8 hours wahhaaa... wads up with me man... last time i could do with 4-5 hours.. i think i am gettin old. zzz..

argh so late liao. dun feel like writing anymore bye. oh yeah... dunno how come i suddenly become the most hater bowler. lol. wadever.

argH!! i think i am incredibly stupid la. sianz.

3 days of recess has passed and this is wad i have achieved...

no. of hours studied : 12-15
no. of assignments completed : 0
no. of modules completed studying : 0
no. of hours worked (excluding doing surveys) : 2
no. of surveys done : 3
no. of hours bowled: 0

so as u can see... i have achieved next to nothing. zzz....

spent the whole afternoon trying to do my java assignment... but .. still have errors in my program... and only at question 1... ARGH!!!

as for communication assignment... i only wrote 250 outta 800-1000 words... zzz

haiz. i think i need to study more and spent more time doing assignment.. sianz. have decided to study on sat as well which i originally wanted to use for r&r... anyone wanna study at nus lib? jio me leh!!

hm weird. i'm quite sure i published my blog yesterdae... but dunno why its not here now. maybe i'm dreamin, too stressed!

anyway... in case u're wondering how come there was no blog entry on sunday... here's why.. my home pc's harddrive crashed!!! ARGH!!! haiz also dunno why suddenly dieded on me... it was still fine when i shut it off on sat night. then sunday morning it was gone liao. now the pc cant even detect its presence. die.

damn sian la. home pc cannot use.. home to be able to fix it.. but also dunno how.. haha.. dun think there's any hope though.

hm last week not much happen la. quite boring. nothing much to update also.. this week is recess.. but i have to pia my modules. no time to slack..yeah rite, in the end i still end up slackin. zzz...

hm nothing much else to blog oso. not much mood to blog la. zzz.

they say women are fickle.. i think men are too. well as least for me.

it turns out spinner ben was only back for a cameo appearance. heavy ball ben is back!!!

yesterdae i went for bowling training again. since i was driving. i decided to bring my hook ball... so i started bowling hook... then adam chew came and said.. dun think la. play hook. .... lol. and then when he was teaching the fundamentals of timing.. i realised one problem i had all along with my hook.. my timing was off!! i was actually bowling a spinner timing.. wad's the diff? well.. hook bowlers finish sliding then the hand releases the ball... spinner do both together... lol. took me so long to realise. hai.

ended up changing my swing as well. lol. feel better with the new swing. shiok feel leh. haha. think i mad. but the end impact was tremendous. pins fly everywhere... now to work on that elusive consistency. haha...

haiz. since i have decided to play hook, i think i better save up to buy a new ball.. argh!!! need money again... and guess wad.... i missed both the 2nd and 3rd prize by the last no. yesterdae!!! 2nd 8617 i buy 8612... 3rd 1699 i buy 1695... sianz.

i'm such a slacker la. zzz... so much work to do but i still lazing around.bascially weekends i have done next to no work. this has to change man..zzz. think i need to plan my time better during weekdays to finish as much work as possible. argh!

recently.. seems like there's a lot of things that i wanna buy. shucks. unlimited human wants, limited resoucres. how true. zzz. let's see wad i wanna buy la.
1) crumpler sling bag... $200 argh. maybe i should settle for a cheaper adidas or nike alternative.
2) levi's jeans. yeah thinking of buying another pair of levi's. lol. thanks to jack and old man for influencing me. thats about $100-130..
3) arsenal new redcurrant home jersey. $90? zzz
4) external hard disk. $150
5) some other new clothes. $ tba. lol.
argh. why is everything so ex huh? or do i just have expensive tastes?

hm. went to my cousin's place at bukit panjang on wed but couldnt find my econs and maths notes!! argh!! beginning to wonder if i did lend them to her. cant really recall! die la. anyone knows who i lend my notes to? please contact me asap!!!!!! lol!!

last night went back to sajc for alumni dinner. quite sad that the school is moving from the place where i spent 2 fun filled, memorable years. i guess all things have to come to an end.. and as they said.. people may change, builings may change, but memories are forever (er.. something liddat la) just wondering wad r my top memories in sajc? lol. like nothing much. zzz.. dun think in 20 yrs anyone will remember me in sajc oso. lol. was quite impressed during the dinner got 1st batch of saints come back for the dinner. wonder if i would come back 20 yrs later? lol. i guess so. why? cos once a saint always a saint. haha..

now a little on hall life. i applied for and was appointed boggle manager. haha. crazy. havent even played boggle for 10 years. lol. friday was the boggle inter block games. so thursday i was busy advertising it around hall. haha. madness man! friday itslf, was quite apprehensive not many people will turn up, since its friday and most people go home. toomy amazement got like 50 people! woah! wonder whether its my endless advertisin of it that made it so successful haha.. anyway.. it was a crazy 2 hours la. considering i had no before hand knowledge of what to expect. run around like a mad fool helping people check words, count points declare winner and all.. but ultimately quite a fun night. howvever i failed on my 2nd objective to find good players.. only spotted a few potential players. zzz..

hai. school sucks. tmr back to school. ARGH!

hm... ah pek is really impatient. always chasing me to update blog.

well.. nothing much la this week. sunburnt like nobody's business, currently leaving a trial of dead skin wherever i go. haha.

monday was half day. shiok. but came to nus to study with harn, jack and the old fogey. i find that nus library is better than ntu library. ntu library sucks la. so small. lol! quite pleased with wad i achieved, read and 75% understood 2 chpts(so far only learn 4 chpts) of electronics... lol. after that rush back to hall to play international chess... haha. so long never play forgot all the moves liao.. but amazingly my team went to the final!! lol!!!

tuesday hm nothing much.

wed bowling training.. hm... training was slack. only 8 pple, 4 lanes! shiok bowl until happy. but quite sian oso cos doing basic fundamentals... 1 step drill... then 2 step drill... havent done all these for so long. but ok la wrk on fundamentals is important. comparing adam chew with the rest of the coaches i had before.. i think he is the only one who know how to coach spinner... but at one point he said one thing thagt made be blur.... spinners hate high swing. hm.. i tot faizal chew swing until hit tv screen one? lol. tokked to him about my hook/spin dilemma... he said depends which one i like... personally he use both! lol. then i told him my hook cannot hook much... he said maybe cos i wasnt trained properly.. which i think was quite true la... i only learn to hook in training for 3 mths? lol. wonderif i should take the opportunity to realy learn hook. lol!!

oh and i have been appointed recreation sec subcommittee member in charge of boggle. lol! anyone for boggle?